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I had this really awesome post I was going to write, I worked my ass off finding info and researching and I was really going to put a lot of effort into it, but the stress from the last couple of days about work and all these feelings about the time to leave caught up with me today. I am not feeling good, and am really tired so today there will be no interesting post, maybe tomorrow when I feel better.
I had such a good day though, I got to go shopping for some stuff which made me happy and had lunch at this Ethiopian restaurant, but I guess my body and my mind are not very happy with me lately so they are warning me. I know the feeling and I know the pain and I know exactly why and when I get it. It sucks having chronic anemia, it sucks that it makes me tired, it sucks that no one has figured out what is wrong with me and it sucks that my body rejects iron and it sucks that when I am stressed it just makes everything worse.It just sucks!
I don't really want to talk about my medical issues on my blog, it is a bit too much for me, but I just let the frustration out on that one, because I really hate anemia, actually I hate my body right now, it is just annoying me so much.
Maybe some other day if I feel inspired I will share my lovely in's and out's on doctors, anemia, and check -ups that just end up finding more stuff wrong with one's already very messed up body. For now I will limit myself to lay on the hammock cursing my blood quietly, while feeling the breeze,hopefully tomorrow I will get to write my hard working great post I have all the notes for in front of me.
Life sometimes sucks even laying in a hammock in Africa, at least I got a lovely Maasai blanket I bought to comfort me.
Something had to be good!