I am blue right now. Very blue... I hate being blue, it does not suit me at all.
It is 6pm and I should be heading home, but I am still at my 9 to 5 work waiting for I am not exactly sure what. It has been quite a day, filled with laughter and also stress, some yelling and some of the old fashioned getting annoyed.
For some brief minutes today I actually thought it was about to change, but nah still stuck at the job, that I don't quite love, not so much because of the work in itself, but because of the people I work with. It saddens me to actually be part of the decaying of humanity. Oh well! It pays:S
I guess that is the reason why I am feeling blue, very, very blue.
It's hard to work with unprofessional people.
I'm tired.
:)
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Gone Quiet
I haven't posted anything on my blog for over a month and that's sad:(
I seriously had thought about taking it off line, but I have a really sweet boyfriend that even though he can't read what I write at all, said I shouldn't stop doing it if it makes me happy. It does! I just don't have time to focus on it and my life has been so crazy with work I rarely have anything to say besides work stuff and believe me, you do not want to hear about my work stories.
So you have a little glimpse of what I have been up to: My house is now looking more like MY house, I decided I wanted my books in the living room and that was a good idea because it made my living room look like someone actually lives there, I do need to elaborate on my book compilation though:P
Work..well work is work, some days are great, others I cry or get yelled at and then cry, but overall it's alright. I try not to think to much about it. I really hate my boss, he disgusts me to the innermost of my being, he is a despicable human being, he makes my skin crawl and though I do not wish for his sudden death, if by any chance something bad happens to him I will not feel sorry for him.
I miss Africa, but that is of common knowledge. My getaway are my beautiful pictures. At least when I am really frustrated I can always look at pictures and remember all my fun times.
Summer seem like it is going away which really makes me happy, because with the going to Africa and coming back in April I've had like 5 months of heat and I am tired of it.
Time flies!
This year to my sadness I won't be teaching at all. One of the reasons is, rules changed so I am not allowed and Second of all because of my lovely work. If there is a day I do leave at 6pm I wonder who died or what is about to happen, so yeah no teaching for me this year.
For those of you who read my last post, well it lasted 3 days. No complaining for 3 days and that was that, on the third day I got mad at something and my goodness went out of the window and I yelled and cried and complained and felt a lot better.
I am still trying to go to college and do my degree online, because that is really my only option at the moment, but it is all too expensive and bureaucracy kills me. Let's see how far and wide will they stretch my patience this time.
I guess you are preety into whats going on right now, there is not much more going on.
The high point of my week is that I am getting a new tattoo, some cherry blossoms to cover up an old scar on my wrist and my low point is all the laundry I have to do.
This has got to be the most boring post ever, but I am loving it, because I am writing as things are coming into mind and it is most likely that this will be all very confusing or bundled up, but oh well.
I have taken up writing journals again and that's the kind of journal writer I am.
I feel that up till December it will be a time of change and new beginnings and it is From now on till December I feel it will be a time of change and New Beginnings(am I ever gonna move on from that phrase)which makes my life a little scary and a little daring, so hopefully my posts will be a lot more interesting than they are right now.
We will see. I will try to write a lot more often, even if it's some kind of boring thing:P
Adiu
I seriously had thought about taking it off line, but I have a really sweet boyfriend that even though he can't read what I write at all, said I shouldn't stop doing it if it makes me happy. It does! I just don't have time to focus on it and my life has been so crazy with work I rarely have anything to say besides work stuff and believe me, you do not want to hear about my work stories.
So you have a little glimpse of what I have been up to: My house is now looking more like MY house, I decided I wanted my books in the living room and that was a good idea because it made my living room look like someone actually lives there, I do need to elaborate on my book compilation though:P
Work..well work is work, some days are great, others I cry or get yelled at and then cry, but overall it's alright. I try not to think to much about it. I really hate my boss, he disgusts me to the innermost of my being, he is a despicable human being, he makes my skin crawl and though I do not wish for his sudden death, if by any chance something bad happens to him I will not feel sorry for him.
I miss Africa, but that is of common knowledge. My getaway are my beautiful pictures. At least when I am really frustrated I can always look at pictures and remember all my fun times.
Summer seem like it is going away which really makes me happy, because with the going to Africa and coming back in April I've had like 5 months of heat and I am tired of it.
Time flies!
This year to my sadness I won't be teaching at all. One of the reasons is, rules changed so I am not allowed and Second of all because of my lovely work. If there is a day I do leave at 6pm I wonder who died or what is about to happen, so yeah no teaching for me this year.
For those of you who read my last post, well it lasted 3 days. No complaining for 3 days and that was that, on the third day I got mad at something and my goodness went out of the window and I yelled and cried and complained and felt a lot better.
I am still trying to go to college and do my degree online, because that is really my only option at the moment, but it is all too expensive and bureaucracy kills me. Let's see how far and wide will they stretch my patience this time.
I guess you are preety into whats going on right now, there is not much more going on.
The high point of my week is that I am getting a new tattoo, some cherry blossoms to cover up an old scar on my wrist and my low point is all the laundry I have to do.
This has got to be the most boring post ever, but I am loving it, because I am writing as things are coming into mind and it is most likely that this will be all very confusing or bundled up, but oh well.
I have taken up writing journals again and that's the kind of journal writer I am.
I feel that up till December it will be a time of change and new beginnings and it is From now on till December I feel it will be a time of change and New Beginnings(am I ever gonna move on from that phrase)which makes my life a little scary and a little daring, so hopefully my posts will be a lot more interesting than they are right now.
We will see. I will try to write a lot more often, even if it's some kind of boring thing:P
Adiu
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